dont know what happens? but i can see that it is wrong...! that pain is tearing me up inside out! i feel so helpless that even if i scream for HELP!! people wouldn't even hear me... people is blind to the things they have infront of them and deaf to the simplest things around them... so what are my efforts for people to hear me or see me worth for huh? can somebody answer that easy question? i think no one that does not have this pain would not be able 2 answer not even with the most intelligent words or the most brilliant ideas...! not until they feel what i am going through!